Good morning church family,
Bradley was a good little bear. Well, come to think of it, he wasn’t all that good. And he was no longer very little. But he was a bear.
Bradley got his start in Vermont. A tall pine had fallen half-over; getting hung up on a craggy cliff. The tree’s broad root ball had lifted only a few feet off the mossy forest floor; creating a lovely, little earthen den beneath. Not long after Thanksgiving a year or so back, Bradley’s mommy, sleek from fall’s feasting and carrying little Bradley in her womb, was wandering around looking for a good spot to sleep the winter away when she crawled in under the tree and tucked herself in for the season.
Bradley was born in a February snowstorm. Some of his earliest memories were of snuggling with his snoring mama. As Bradley nursed, a dim light would filter into the den through the snow mounded up by the entrance. Suckling contentedly, he’d study the odd root formations overhead. Try as he might, he couldn’t make sense of any of it and his curiosity often kept him awake long after his mama had fallen back to sleep.
Bradley’s first spring and summer were filled with fun and adventure. The Green Mountains had never seen such frolic in one of its resident cubs. Bradley would leap off little bluffs to bearhug the tops of green saplings. The taut, little tree would bend low for a moment before springing and snapping back straight; throwing the little bear against the hillside. Smiling and shaking his head, Bradley would then tumble down the hill to the little pool in the brook. His eyes darting back and forth, he’d lock in on a trout. Tensing up like a spring-loaded cat, he’d dive headlong into the pool and thrash and splash about; pawing wildly at every watery shadow. Climbing back onto the shore empty-handed, he’d shimmy and shake himself dry only to spy a raspberry bush in the dappled light along the forest’s edge. Barreling out into the open meadow, he’d lie on his back and let the summer sun finish drying his shiny black coat. Sprawled out, Bradley would lazily pull a raspberry branch down to his snout and feast on the warm, plump, juicy berries. He never could have believed that life beyond the snowbound den could have been so wonderful.
There was an early snow that fall and Bradley delighted in the fluffy, slippery, white world it made for him. He dove into snowdrifts, tobogganed down hills on his belly, chewed on the icicles he collected from off of waterfalls in the brook, and, when the snowstorm was over, he’d hang from pine boughs and all his yo-yo-ing would make it snow some more. But Bradley’s mama wasn’t as fond of the falling snow. She started talking about finding some little hole to crawl into for the winter.
“Mama,” Bradley would say; hanging his head and whining, “we ain’t aiming to run and hide away for the winter, are we? There’s still so much to see and do.”
“Honey,” the mama bear replied with a firm voice but an adoring smile, “the good Lord didn’t make us for roaming about during the frozen months. Now’s the time to search out a warm dry den and for eating all we can until then. Don’t worry, little bear, the fields and forest will all be here when we wake back up.”
There were several conversations like this one over the next few weeks. Bradley didn’t like it, but he eventually gave in and followed his mama into a dry and dusty cavity under a large, overhanging rock. As an icy sleet beat against the carpet of dried oak leaves outside, his mama held him tight. Before long, the rhythm of her contented heartbeat lulled him into a deep and abiding slumber. Bradley woke up a number of times that winter and he’d sometimes roll over to the entrance of the cave. He had half a mind to venture out into the snow but, feeling sluggish and drugged, he’d roll back over to his mama’s side and drift back off to sleep.
That next spring and summer proved even more fun for Bradley than his first. He ventured up higher mountains, down into deeper valleys, and across wider plains; all the time exploring and playing. And all the time he was growing bigger and more rebellious too. As much as she tried, Bradley’s mama couldn’t seem to help her son’s wheels find the ruts of the road God had laid out for him. While other bears his age were learning how to hunt and fish, Bradley was taking singing lessons from a jay. While other young bears were busy tussling, sparring, and fighting, Bradley was studying the clouds from the tops of pine trees. While other bears were being bears, Bradley was busy being Bradley.
Later that fall, when the air turned crisp and the sky began spitting snow, Bradley had drifted away from his mama’s side. The separation wasn’t intentional; it had just sorta happened. The last time Bradley would see his mama that year was on an unusually warm day in early November. Bradley’s mama had come upon him as he was lazing under a crabapple tree; feasting heartily on all the drops scattered about him.
“Hey, Mama,” he’d said, raising his head but still lounging on his back. “A little mushy and kinda wormy in parts; but plenty yummy.”
“You ought to eat the ones still on the tree, little bear,” she said with a smile that was still loving but now less adoring. “Say, little bear, have you found a spot to spend the winter in?”
“I’m not a little bear,” Bradley said, sitting up. “And no, I haven’t. I’m not intending on dozing the winter away. I believe I’m going to stay out and enjoy the season.”
“Grrr,” his mama growled. “You oughta find one all the same – in case you end up changing your mind.”
“Okay, Mama – I’ll be sure to stake out a proper den; just in case.”
Well, Indian summers don’t last very long and Bradley’s best intentions were even shorter-lived. November turned to December and the snow soon fell in earnest; piling up on Bradley’s woods in a way he hadn’t experienced before. The sun would come out but it didn’t melt much of the snow. The blowing wind now seemed to be barbed and had a bitter bite to it. The pool in the brook froze fast and his bed under the spruce tree was cold and icy. Bradley remembered his mama’s admonition and began searching for a nice, warm den to take a break in. But it was no use. He only found two suitable places but they were already taken by strangers. Bradley had poked his nose in but had to duck back out to avoiding a swiping paw of bared claws. And the ensuing growl scooted and shooed him away through belly-high snow.
All that month, the snow continued to fall and the temperatures dropped lower and lower. Bradley was getting more and more tired and anxious. He was always wet and cold; hungry and shivery. He wanted more than anything to be able to find his mama and crawl in next to her.
Then one night, as Bradley wandered farther away from his home woods, he saw a peculiar light go on and off across a little clearing. Deciding to investigate, he climbed a cattle fence and trudged through the deep snow. Getting closer to where he’d seen the light, a big gray barn appeared out of the shadows. Walking around it, his nose up and dipping at the air; he determined the building to be full of creatures. He intuited somehow that it had to be warm and dry inside. Having marked where the light came from, he pawed at the base of the barn door. It swung a little but was hung up on something. Bradley was a smart little bear and he somehow knew to lift the latch that stretched from door to frame. The door swung more easily now and Bradley was able to nose his way into the barn.
As you might imagine, Bradley’s entrance into the barn created quite a ruckus. The horses whinnied, neighed, and stamped about. The oxen bellowed loud grunts of disapproval. The pigs squealed, the cows cried, and the barn cats hissed from the rafters. Bradley thought about running away, but it was so nice and dry and warm in there. All Bradley wanted to do was to curl up in a corner and rest a while. As he pushed further into the barn, the farm animals all got louder and more restless. Just as Bradley found an empty pile of sweet-smelling hay and was about to flop down in it, the light came on in the barn.
“Well, I’ll be,” the farmer said; standing in his pajamas and carrying a shotgun. “You sure are a poor, little bear – ain’t you?”
Bradley didn’t like the bright light and would have liked to trundle off into the woods, but the barn wall was at his back. He meekly lowered his head and swung it pathetically back and forth; slowly turning his shoulders this way and that. He would have liked to be able to talk to the farmer but he couldn’t, of course.
“Couldn’t find a spot to winter in, huh?” The farmer’s presence and calm tone had settled down all the barn animals. He advanced a couple more steps toward the bear and kept talking, “I suppose you want to take your sabbath in my barn?”
Bradley’s sad eyes looked up at the farmer from under his lowered head. He had the repentant look of a dog with a muzzle full of quills.
“Well, I don’t mind you lodging here with us for the winter – just so long as you keep the peace and leave in an orderly fashion come spring.” The farmer walked over to an empty calving stall that had been used for storing grain; passing within a couple feet of the wild bear. The farmer held onto his gun and, with his boots, raked a bunch of clean straw into the little box. He also scooped a pile of oats onto the ground for him. “There you go, little guy,” the farmer said; motioning to the spot with the barrel of his gun. “It’s all yours.”
Bradley looked over at the stall and then up at the farmer and back over again. The warmth of the barn and the kindness of the man was having a powerful sedative effect on the bear. With head lowered all the way to the ground, Bradley ambled over to the stall. Walking in, he sniffed at the oats but carried on to the straw. Circling around once or twice, he plopped down and let his heavy head rest on the straw bed.
“Alright you guys,” the farmer said to all the animals in the barn, “don’t pay that bear no mind. He’ll just be a snoring boarder for the next few months. You all go back to bed.” And with that the farmer turned off the light, closed and latched the barn door, and went back to the farmhouse.
As Bradley curled up; tucking his nose under one paw, he listened to the gentle rustling and quiet breathing of the other animals. He could also hear the wind moving through the pines outside; causing the barn to bend and creak. Bradley was so thankful to be in that warm, dry house. He was so thankful to be able to rest and to sleep. His body getting warmer and warmer and his thinking getting thicker and thicker, he meditated for a moment on what the farmer had said about “sabbath”. Hadn’t his mama said the same? Hadn’t she told him that bears were made to take a break?
What a blessing it will be to find our rest tomorrow morning as we gather into God’s house for a time of worship, fellowship, prayer, and reflection. Praise the Lord for Sabbaths of sanctuary! May the Lord, mighty God, bless and continue to keep us!